I’m so tired of getting hurt and wasting my time. I’m not going to put up with it anymore. And if I have to go back to not trusting anyone, not talking about anything, and being alone.. Then that’s just fine. I’m just tired of everything.. I don’t want to be lied to anymore. I always end up being the joke, and like I said, I’m just not going to put up with it anymore.

Then act like a total dick whenever I try to. The reason I stopped trying was because you obviously don’t give a fuck. So you can’t complain about it anymore.

That I used to like last year. So we hung out like everyday this past week, except for friday and saturday. Buuuuut, we were supposed to hang out Saturday, and he canceled cause he had band practice. So we were gonna hang out today instead, but now I don’t know if he wants to anymore cause he’s barely talked to me in the past two days and I don’t even know. :P

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why is it so expensive to be alive

　

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Kenny showed up here (I didn’t know he was coming.) He was outside and kept saying he wanted to talk to me. When I went over there, he sat down on the steps.. and he started crying. Just.. I don’t know what to do. After everything that’s happened between us, I just don’t believe a relationship between us could ever be the same. And maybe he’s just acting this way because he knows I’m finally moving on.. But there’s also the what if thing. What if he really means it this time? I’ve never seen him cry before.. But I’m not going to get back together with him if I don’t feel the same way. And honestly, after everything he’s said to me in the past week, I don’t think I can ever feel the same way about him as I did before.